AND THE BEAT GOES ON...more often than not, it's been somewhat off key...and with me humming along, you know that it hasn't once hit the right note.  but the end result has been nothing short of beautiful.  the end result is...me.  and no, i'm not saying that "i am beautiful, no matter what they say"... c'mon, you have had to have seen that coming!  but what i am saying is that christina has it right...fuck the haters and dance your own dance.  tell your own story before it gets changed around by others.  so here's mine...straight from the horse's ass...

since last i left xanga, my life has not wavered from the raw and unpracticed idiosyncracies that rocked the robotic choreography of my previous surroundings.  i'm glad of this.  i was blindly led into the fire, and yes i must admit, i was burned to the core, but when the smoke cleared, i was reborn from the ashes as my own man.  clever little phoenix analgoy i got going huh?   to be reborn from the ashes?  okay, okay...i'll stop.  until next time...remember, only GOD SHALL JUDGE US.